Control

I've been disputing for a while whether blogging would for me. I'm the type that has alot on the brain but rarely gets the time or oppurtunity to let everything out. Im obsessed with horoscopes (me being an Aries) love, sex, poetry and my boyfriend. Most of my blog entrees will probably relate to one or more of those aspects. 

I just got off the phone with my boyfriend of 2 years this July. We came back today from a lil vacation for 2 nights, it was beautiful and I had so much fun with him I didn't want to come back to reality..... work.. work.. and this awfully small town we live in. We've maintained a very quiet relationship for the amount of time we have been together, only our close friends knew... now the whole town knows, well they think they know. Me being 23 and him now 35, our relationship stricks curiosity in others. And because of them we decided to keep things hushed. But now that things are getting a little out of hand I'm ready to tell the world IM IN LOVE!! and let everyone deal with it, but the only thing thats stopping me is.... him. The title of this is control, the more control I have over myself, my situation and my patience I wouldn't feel so anxious.. but that's easier said then done..

 

Any one else in a similar situation?